Sunday, May 26, 2013 \\ 0 comment(s)
I don't know whether I haven't been adapted with this kind of environment or I don't want to stay here at all. I am not ready for all this. Yes, I'm not ready
Sebelum ni aku belajar cara sendiri, manage time sendiri and I still can do all my things tanpa ada apa-apa masalah. But once I've to follow OTHERS' rules, I can't stand by this way. Tak payah nak bagi ayat skema "untuk disiplin kan diri" whatsoever coz sebelum ni I manage time so far lagi tak ada masalah.
Bukan nak mengeluh, tapi yeah to be honest aku memang belum ready nak stay sini. Toilet dekat hujung, bilik iron kotor, iron tak boleh bawa, cafe ( I don't think it is a cafe. It is like a warung actually ) quite kotor, hair dryer tak boleh bawa omg habis tu apa beza boarding school and university life actually? This is not a boarding school -,-
Even tengah-tengah bandar pun kalau niat aku nak tengah bandar sebab nak keluar pergi Damansara bagai it doesn't make a major difference. I don't like this kind of life where I've to follow others' rules! And one more thing they keep saying that "universiti nombor satu di Malaysia" and "top rank 156 in the world" I don't know why but please stop argh I feel annoyed omg how I detest to stay here LOL
Since I never expect that I will enter 'this' university so I didn't make any research................... So one more thing I don't know why but I feel I don't want to continue ------------------------------------ I don't know whether I should let out what is assembling on my mind.