Tuesday, May 14, 2013 \\ 0 comment(s)
I am the person who likes to ponder
What will be in the future, what is the best for me and people around me. I don't know, it is just .... ( I have so many things in my mind right now )
I've been asking myself, have I made the correct choice? I mean, in every aspects. I hope I did. So, as I've been staying at home for six months, there are not so many things happened; I didn't explore new things. I just stuck in the same circumstance, without any new change
So, I just do the same things every single day. Yes, to be honest I am lonely. And I never enjoy solitude. Well, who likes solitude?
I hate solitude, I just cannot run from it. Because of this circumstance, I have to deal with it. Yes, I've to deal with it. I am optimist before this, but I can't give that word at this moment.
The other thing is, I am waiting for the scholarship. I just hope I can that free education. I want to feel the environment. I don't want to stay in the same circumstance, I don't want that. So, I really hope I can get out from all this.
P/S: This is not a love story