Monday, July 23, 2012 \\ 0 comment(s)
We feel nothing when we see other person heartbroken. Right? But have you ever wondered when a person has tried her best to be a better person but another person always judge her like she has to be perfect no matter what. Have you ever felt that kind of feeling? Or have you faced the same situation? It’s terrible. We can’t do that but we tried to put too much effort just to make sure you are perfect in front of another person but we failed, which is too bad.
To be truth, I’m afraid of this “I don’t understand people can wake up one morning and decide someone isn’t important to them”. How pathetic. I really want to cry right now. It’s not a kind of depression but idk how to explain, it’s kinda like I can feel nobody loves me. Nobody. Nobody likes the way I am. My eyes are tearing. I hate this feeling, the feeling when I’m sad and I have no idea why, but I’m.
When I see people around me, how they feel this kind of ‘temporary’ joy, my heart said “this will be a memory that can’t be repeated”. Every joy is temporary. I don’t know why but that’s life. The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be. And every man see the past better than it was.
Originally written by,
Fatin Amira Mazlan
23rd July 2012