Thursday, April 19, 2012 \\ 0 comment(s)
Time passes by so fast.
I used to regret when doing something. Such as when I bought a merchandise and later I will ask myself that should I wasting my money on that. Or I'll regret if I scold someone or pretend not to talk to them or if I raise my voice with them, I will feel regret after 5 minutes. And when I cannot perform well during exam and I'll feel regret for refusing to sacrifice my time that I've been goof out. It means that I failed to manage my time in a n oriented way. And when I less converse with my parents or when I quite ignoring them I'll feel like a wave of regret that carried on my shoulders. And when I tell someone about stuff that should be really secrecy and I'll feel the same thing. I am easy to regret something even though something that I don't mean.
I easily get mad with small matter and I hardly get mad on the major part. When someone bash me by spreading the rumors or we used to call it gossiping, or when someone said that I'm ignorance or I'm snobbish or the related topics that show hatred towards me, I'm actually not vulnerable with the girls' disposition as yes girls are so EMOTIONAL and unable to control their bad intense towards other and I do understand the circumstance so I'm not vulnerable with all these.
But, I easily get pissed when someone criticize me on my behavior or when they use harsh words and voice when talking to me or when I'm asking them a few times and not replied or when they compare me with someone else or when they are asking me to do something that should be done by others or when they say that I'm heartless or the worst part is when they are reproachful. Yess I get annoyed with all these things. I don't know why. Shut-up
Menstruation starts so I'm kinda emotional today bhaha. Okay, goof off my time by exploring the Rome, I like Colosseum they are so historical. And Paris, my dream place. Oh yes, I keep dreaming to stay overseas about three years. I want to go to London. Or at least I want to further study there. HAHA day dreaming. Beyond my childhood expectation that we can achieve what we want by performing well during the SPM is something bullshit. There are so many other factors that we never expect.
"People said they like the rain. But they use an umbrella to walk under it"