Friday, December 9, 2011 \\ 0 comment(s)
|Hana Tajima Simpson|
"Do I live in my own world?" this questions always pop to my mind. I just ponder am I goofed off as a teenager? Teenager life should be like these, hangout with friends, socialize in the networking, dating with my boyfriend and experience. I don't feel that. Or I rarely feel that stuffs. I want all that, I want EXPERIENCE.Otaku isn't suited me anymore or I don't want to be otaku anymore, precisely. I'm only sixteen. I'm just sixteen years old. 'Sweet sixteen' huh I just feel it monotonous. Life, it is fun actually ==
When I was in form one I used to accompany my sister dated with her boyfriend, trying something new anddd do the transformation; I mean I changed my dress-up, I started apply make-up on my face and I started to love fashion. To be honest, I started this 'dress-up' thinggy when I was in form one. There's a story behind the reason why I changed my dress-up. What makes me change? Should I tell you the reason? No-no. Continue, you know what I wore before I started the new dress-up? I wore a t-shirt, I mean big T-Shirt ( plain t-shirt ) and jeans without cutting andd 'sandal' and I tied my long hair ( no bangs at all ), I comb it nicely like a nerd and I didn't apply make-up at all. And I did a transformation. I started wearing gown, high heels, and I cut my hair like Victoria Beckham and I started apply the eyeliner. Okay, hideous. Like seriously I repeat 'h-i-d-e-o-u-s'. LOL unsightly enough to be said. Now, I still wear the high heels, boot-cutting jeans and just a simple tops and eyeliner. I still don't know how to apply make-up, I mean 'the real make-up'.
I don't think I'm too fashionable. Even though some of my comrade said that I'm fashionable but I deny. I just wear whatever suits me. I don't follow fashion and I don't follow the new trend or whatsoever they call it 'vintage', I just wear something that I think nice. Mix and match is a great thing, I love mix and match. Passe', I don't care if people said I'm passe'.
Why I apply make-up? I read a lot of humors said that "perempuan yang perasan cantik akan apply make-up". I mean like "can't you just shut up and stop judging books by its cover?". Here, I state the reasons why I do make-up. First, my mum doesn't allow me to go out with plain face. Without any powder or eyeliner. When I didn't make-up at all my mum will say "dik, pergi ambil beg mama dekat situ ada eyeliner. Bedak pun ada. Make-up sikit muka tu". I don't own 'natural-beauty' lah senang cakap. Next, I don't feel like "I'm the prettiest woman with the make-up", LIKE S-T-O-P judging! I just want to build self-confidence in front of community. And next will be "I'm not afraid of FAKE". So, if you are afraid to apply make-up, stop judging us "perasan cantik". I don't know why they judge people like that duhh == My mum always advice me "jangan kisahkan hal orang". Okay, end.